Sunday, January 5, 2014

A snowy morning


I have always hated the cold weather; I find that I have less and less tolerance for being chilled, and out-of-doors in the winter in Michigan seems like the illogical place to be.  But this morning, I headed out for a wintery walk, before the "big" snow was going to hit.  Generally, I really dislike the winter; but, this morning, something changed.

As I ventured out this morning, I bundled up and set out. The snow flakes cascaded by my face and gently laid a blanket silently all around me. And as delicately as the snow fell, a voice spoke to my heart..."Embrace it". Not literally, of course (that would be very short-lived), but figuratively.  Instead of dreading the weather and complaining about it, I felt urged to think about all the beauty it brings. During winter, everything dies...but it MUST die, that new life comes forth!  There are few things a lovely as trees that have been layered in snow.  And nothing compares with a winter silence; all the noises are muffled, and you are left alone with only your thoughts...and prayers. Instead of hoping winter passes quickly, I need to enjoy it while it lasts.

As I walked and thought of embracing that thing that I have, for years, disliked, my mind turned to my weaknesses; I was reminded of an article I'd read during the last few days about embracing our weaknesses in the new year; instead of working on improving our strengths, there needs to be an emphasis on strengthening the feeble areas in our lives.  I know there are vulnerable pieces within that I have reckoned, "that's just who I am". But, is it really?  Or is it an area of weakness in my life where God can be glorified in new, amazing ways?  Can I put feet to "when I am weak, then He is strong"?

So, there in the snowy morning, I made an altar...not literally, of course, but figuratively. I will always remember the journey my heart took this wintery day, and the decision I made to allow Christ to live in me in a greater way, that the fame of His great name would spread.

And I don't think I will ever feel the same about winter!