My New Year's Resolution

I've never really been one to make resolutions when the year comes to a close, but I know so many people do - going on a diet, getting more exercise, quitting smoking, and the list goes on.  But this year, I feel compelled. Of course, with the holidays over and schedules returning to routine, my eating/exercise habits will return to where they should be. But the thing I feel compelled to do is to love more deeply. True, it isn't measurable on a scale or tape measure, a stopwatch or pocketbook; but this is something that I will evaluate daily as I lay my head on the pillow at the end of the day: did I approach everyone with sincerity and respect, choosing to look into the eyes and heart of the people I meet, looking past any outward appearance; did I embrace my husband, parents, siblings, children as though it's the only or last time I'd have the chance; are the words, "I love you," being poured forth flippantly, or is it coming deeply from within? Did I cherish the moments I had with the people who surround me; holding hands a little longer; taking time to stop, breathe and really listen; gently stroke my daughter's hair as she sleeps on my lap...moments that pass all too quickly, but can remain in memories for a lifetime. And most importantly, am I finding my greatest satisfaction and joy in pursuing Christ, the One Who loves me more deeply than I can imagine. If I can but grasp a fragment of His love and learn from Him, I will have succeeded in fulfilling my resolution - only then will I know how to love others more deeply.